been stuck here with a vanilla husband and going crazy missing all of you and the beautiful pictures on here. im so glad im on this now. i dont know what took me so long to do it.. ive waisted so much time… im still getting to know who all of you are so if you see me write and its not the correct way between Mistress , Master, sub please do not be offended. i will learn who you all are im sure. till than i sign off now. with love and respect,
i remember my first scene. it was with a Mistress . we had a flogger, a crop, a paddle . she would make me pick the music i wanted played. then she would make me pick out the toys i wanted used on me. i was new to it so i didnt know exactly what to pick. my alpha sub helped me to choose. she then blindfolded me and the fun began. first the flogger, making me dance that special dance only a person with the pain can dance. then the crop, even a better dance. then the cane, omg that one was very special. she used every item she had on me because it seemed i am quite the masochist and didnt want it to stop. i remember her asking me if was still green which i think you all know is that your ok. i was always green never yellow or red. i could have gone all night, but alas Mistresses and alpha subs arms got tired and it came to an end. thus was the most wonderful night of my life. i layed there thinking about the whole situation tears of surrender falling from my eyes. god i love being a slave.